mary@child poems

I dreamed you....

2010-12-27T05:11:00.001-08:00

As you walked beside me,my heart went boom
Like the time was standing still
And it seemed that you became my destiny
you made me feel that I only wanted you in my life
Today and forever you're everything that I can imagine
That my love could be you for me.

It's hard to explain,but when you know me you will know
I was so amazed by you,you had me and sad'hello'
I need you in my heart,my body mind and soul
It only took a moment to take my breath away
I will always be dreaming of you
And hope that one day you will stay.....

I am bored

2010-07-14T05:51:00.000-07:00

I am so bored,bored to death.
I sit here alone and wondering what you are up to.
I try to get up and fill my day with things to do...
And I tried so many things so I don't have to think of you...
But some how my mind is always with you
I think of you......
As my mind is slowly consumed
I wonder what to do,as I sit here with my mind on you.

I feel bored I got nothing to do
I wish I could see your face and hold your body close.
As these fantasys play through my head
I wonder if you are thinking of me to......

I hurt my self.....

2010-07-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

I hurt my self
So he can't hurt me
I hurt my self
So he won't get the key
A key to my heart to hurt me even more
As he once did before
And don't even care anymore

I hurt my self
Even it's just to be free
So I don't need to ask myself
Is this what I try to be
Some one he wanted to see
And walking together along the coast of the sea

I hurt my self
And feeling like I wanna to scream
Why does it all feels so mean?
And why does he look so unreachable
Like he's a guy from a magazine
Who's covering himself through to stay of the scene.

I hurt myself
Through to hang on into this dream
Hoping for a little sunbeam
And something to believe in.
I hurt my myself
Through to believe in this stupid dream
It's better to set my self free
And fly like a bird over the sea

Dreamer!

2010-07-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

Dreamer!
Nothing than a dreamer
Dreamer!
You put your hands in your hair.
And you pretend that you don't care
You know that's a lie and untrue
Oh baby is it because you don't dare
And try to hide yourself everywhere

Is it all worth it to keep silent
So you can't sleep at night
And stay in your fight
Is it all worth it?
To battle with this pain inside.
But you know you don't need to hide
And you'd better give up your fight
Cuz this is no good and it's not right
To hurt yourself with your pride.

Oh baby is it because you don't dare
And rather hide yourself under that rock
Than you better be aware
The longer you wait the less you dare.

A dream to become true

2010-07-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

I cry,I cry
Tears drop down on my pillow
As I am dreaming of you holding me tie
Wondering if this a dream and not a lie
Or is it just to good to be true?
And I am I the only one who feels the blue.
Ohh I wished I knew how to solve this clue

And as I am looking at you
At your eyes dark of blue
Words are getting a other value
I feel so amazed I just can't explain
What I am feeling for you
The only thing what is left to do
Is hoping that this dream will come true
Because nothing is nicer than being with you.

Mysterious eyes…………

2010-07-14T05:44:00.000-07:00

Every time we meet, I see something in your eyes
They are telling me something but it feel like it cries
Because I fear it’s actually a lie and not something where I hoped for....
And as you look into my eyes, I asking myself why….
Why do you hold your tongue and why are you so mysterious
Is it something serious or just something delirious (sorry dit rijmt)
Is it something you are afraid of, or are you just so damn proud
And rather keep it quiet and not call it aloud
So if you prefer to stay in this mysterious cloud
With all these insecurity and cheating this way
Maybe it was a lie anyway
This is something that does not make me want to stay
Because I have to move on ,and this is something I can’t allow

Ode to the Boy (George)

2010-07-14T05:40:00.000-07:00

My dream poem

First I saw him from behind
But when he moved I saw the flickers in his eyes.
So sincere and direct when he speaks,I watch his lips.
White and smooth almost feminine,I have to watch his hips.
As he take me on his trips and burn down his lost ships
Just trying to forget all the issues and lies.

In his face he aged derived of the youth
With effusive make-up he hide the truth
And everything seems so reflects in a another shade of blue.
I saw his lips touching the glass
He lift a another cigarette at last
From a shadow by the stair
I whatch him as he weeps un aware
Wished I could tell him I care
Wishing I was there . . .

Big blue eyes

2010-07-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

This poem is about a autistic boy

With his big blue eyes he's looking at you
And when you look at this blond curly boy
You can't imagine that he is not like you.
He's often smiling and he's a pretty looking boy
But he enjoys the simplest toy
Anger and tears and misunderstood when he did something naughty
And wondering why everything looks so unfair
Because all he wants to do is having fun and enjoying his new toy.
But it always will be difficult for the blond curly boy
To be loved and make him self to be understood
While he is growing up in a protected neighbourhood.
All what he can do is holding you're hand and looking at you
Because he will always love you and be thankful for being you're big boy.....

Leaving you..............

2010-07-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

Leaving you will be so hard
I know that we will be scarred.
Through the years we have grown up
Now we are about to split up.
It hurts me inside
To know that you will confide
In someone else who isn't me
But they will never be what I try to be.
I'll always be there for you
And I'll always stay true.
You are a part of me
That everyone will see.
You are my brother and friend
And we'll be that way until the end.
Don't ever let anyone take my place
Because they will never face
All the times that we've shared
Even when we never really cared.
All our memories will be locked up tight
Even all our stupid fights.
The laughs, the tears, the cries, the fears
Have built up through the years.
I'll never let us be apart
And you will always remain in my heart.

You truly you are my friend,
My pal, my mate and my confidante.
And that means so much to me.
I thank you dearly, for being there

2010-07-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

Lighting my candle

Today I am lighting a candle
For a very special man
As a very special tribute
Especialy for you
With a flame of gold and blue
The flame burns so brightly
Like a candle at your window
with a very special glow
And when a stranger is passing and says ...
Here you are welcome this is your home.
Whoever you may be and where ever you go
Just light a candle when the dark shadows you
Let the light guide you to a brighter day
I will always love you . . .

Friends 4 ever

2010-07-14T05:26:00.000-07:00

My life has never been too easy
And they treated me like I was creasy
I never had a shoulder to lean on
Always lived in the shadow and feeling down.
With so many tears I could have drown
Time after time people where pulling me down
But actually I deserved a crown
There was only one thing what was coming into my mind
I should get out of this town
To a place where people are not blind
And know how to be kind

After so many years of sorrow
I never thought of the day of tomorrow.
That there will be a day with a little sunbeam
And that someone gives me something to believe in.
I did thought this only happen in a dream
It felt like I wanted to scream
Why did everything always felt so mean?
But finally behind this dark grey cloud
A sunbeam appeared, a sweetheart who made feel me proud
I am so glad our paths crossed along this way
Just hoping this friendship will never ends
Like a never ending story
Living in a glory, if like it is meant
We should be forever friends

When the first 4 appears

2010-07-14T05:14:00.000-07:00

This is a poem for someone with a little fear
Who's looking in the in the mirror with a tear.
At the day of your 40th birthday it is quiet clear.
A another year has disappear and the first 4 has appear
You have left 39 years behind you,
With all the things you had to keep in gear, and you're still on steer.
Sometimes there was anger and fear,but also a lots of cheer.
So its better to keep your head up and think clear.
And think with cheer at the day of your birth and face a another year
Because every age has his charm
Try not to think of the number that has appear.
But think of the other beautiful years which has to come.
So look in the mirror and think!, Happy Birthday dear
And remove your tear and try to overcome your fear

Goodbye my friend...

2010-07-14T05:11:00.000-07:00

When I heard you're leaving, it did not feel so good.
Mixed up full of emotions,and you faced the final curtain.
While you're always been their spirit in a happy mood.
You felt so a shamed,when you forgot your lyrics,
And thought this is the end of it,I quit.
Your time has arrived and it felt right to step out of the scene.
Darling you did the right thing, what is good for you
Even when I don't like it to see you go.
I will always stand behind you no matter where you go
And no matter what you do, I will always love you.
For me you will always be my best friend . . .
Even if you won't appear on stage anymore
You are beautiful, you are the best
My ever shining star, twinkling above me in the sky.
Thank for being so beautiful and thank you for being my friend

Sweet boy

2010-07-14T05:08:00.000-07:00

I met you at the Internet
And this is the day I will never forget.
I had no idea what I could expect.
Without any knowledge I send you a message.
Just to get to know you better with any prospect.
But out of prospect you seemed to be a little unique
Cause we can al enjoy you in you're colourful outfit.
And that's something you should be proud of it.
Weather they like it or not, they should get used to it.
So step out the scene of sadness and put you're head up
Because we all want to see is, to see you smiling, so don't give up!
There's no need to be in sorrow
And its better think of the day of tomorrow.
After all you are a sweet boy who wishes everyone lots of joy.
Even if sometimes the people look unfair to you my boy.
Than you should never forget....................
There will be people who will always support you.
No matter what happen!
I believe in you!

Fears

2010-07-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

Every time when i read about your fears
Then i see all the joy, anger, and heart breaking tears.
Please my dear boy i don't like it to see someone so down.
Don't break my heart with your anger or tears
And try to overcome your fears
I never have found it nicely if someone is in sorrow
And you better think of the day of tomorrow
Because there are people who might look unfair to you
But there also people who loves you the way you are.
And you should not forget that !
Not ever !!
And stop putting your self down if you know what i mean.
I doesn't work to hide your self and step out of the scene.
It makes you feel angry and upset towards others.
And this doesn't make you look pretty or even sweet.
If you want to be loved by others
Just be your self and don't try to hide your self.
You are goodlooking and smart thinking
There is no need for anger, fear or heartbreaking tears.
Just put your head up, and be proud of your self
Just the way you are ....and so be it

Third World Child

2010-07-14T04:56:00.000-07:00

I am proud that I have been a child

A child , a child still young and untainted
Coming in this big world with all the new things up here
Without any knowledge why they brought him here.
So much to learn and still don't no what to fear.
Because the big world out there is still far from his bedstead.
So why should we mess with his head.

A child, a child let him be a child
Because after all he is just a child
He should know how to laugh, how to play and dance
And how to share his toys with a other child
So let's give this child a chance

Teach him how to write, teach him how to read
Tell him how to learn to be a child
Teach him how to enjoy the little things in his young life
Because like everyone else you are only a child once
And you chould not waste this chance in your whole life
This valuable lifetime should not cut like a knife.
But something to look back at and move on with your life.
So that you can be proud at the things that you have created in your life.
And looking around and say i have been a child.

A child, a child let him be a child
Because after all he is just a child
He should know how to laugh, how to play and dance
And how to share his toys with a other child
So let's give this child a chance

And let the child be a child and grow up in his own neighbourhood
Please don't take away his valuable childhood.
He should not have to work....
But going to school like everyone should
So that he can be proud when he has grow up.
Having a nice job and able to feed his family
And because of his education he once had in his childhood
He will telling his childeren loud , I,m so proud that i have been a child.
So don't ever let taken it away from you,because there is no doubt
You are only one time a child and you should not waste it !
And call it loud.... I am proud that have been a Child....

What I think of Boy (George)

2010-07-14T04:43:00.000-07:00

His voice is full of soul and his eyes are to die for
His heart is big and open for a true honest and sincere human being.
And when you mess with his heart, he will hurt your feelings to.
He does not fear the future and lives from day to day
But he don't like to be reminded of his past, and rather forget what he has left behind.
I admire his strength, to go on with his work despite what come his way.
It hasn't been going easy, but boy fought back and won the battle of addiction.
Now he's back with the words 'Tell me what you fear, we don't sincere We tell you what to do 'Everything Taboo'.
And he planned a life story in a musical on both sides of the ocean.
It was a rebirth of his live of his younger days in a romantic period
In the neighbourhood of London at the time of his childhood
And it was played in the early 80's with colourful characters with a cheery mood.

The adventure started in London at the Theatre The Venue.
But out of prospect it became quit unique.
So the journey of the adventure moved on.
And he crossed the ocean to where it's not safe in the city.
But To much Make-up and Out of Fashion did not make it New York City
And that was quite a pity.

But Boy did not give up and went on with his job as a Deejay and he walked on the catwalk of Heatherette.
With his own clothing-line B-Rude he is trying to make the people clear.
It's not to meant to prove something, but just to feel pretty in a colourful outfit.
Wheather we like it or not, we should get used to it.
It might not be the Fashion as we are all used to, but it's obviously not to meant like that way.
And as he toured through all the continents, and whatever has come his way.
At last i wanna say he is my hero with a wonderfull voice and a fabulous Deejay.......